A Monster For May - Demos (2006)

by Clandestiny

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A dynamic musical group writing, recording and performing in the Cleveland, Ohio region during 2005-2006. A unique blend of rock, cinematic ambience, powerful vocals, melodic passages and thoughtful production.

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released August 8, 2006

Larena Krohe - Lead Vocals, keys
Matt Duplessie - Lead, Rhythm Guitars, Backup Vocals, keys, production
Chris Konowal - Bass
Scott Dall - Drums on Tracks 2, 14
Sean - Drums

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Clandestiny Savannah, Georgia

Clandestiny is an electribal musical ensemble of timeless indigenous world sounds, haunting layers of vocal choirs and cerebral musical weavings.
This Savannah, Georgia based conscious musician, producer, songwriter, vocalist and multi-instrumentalist is musically inspired by arpeggiated sequences, weaving counterpoint melodies, movie scores and atmospheric ambience.
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Track Name: Number One Fan
To wait in line for hours,
To cut in front of the others
I'd die to be in the front row,
Just to see you close

Is it you that I feel when I turn on the radio?
Am I crazy to want to touch you, to want to smell your clothes?
Come closer I can't see you, I wanna feel your hands touch me,
I would bleed to get to know you, just to talk to you

Somethings coming over, taking over, something inside me,
Your voice inside my head makes me crazy strong and sometimes weak

I want to feel you, oh
I want to steal you, oh
I obsess you, oh
I wanna be you, I can't be you, oh

I'd wait in line for hours,
I'd kill just to be your flowers, so I could watch you inside your dressing room alone,

Somethings coming over, taking over, something inside me,
Your voice inside my head makes me crazy strong and sometimes weak

I want to feel you, oh
I want to steal you, oh
I obsess you, oh
I wanna be you, I can't be you, oh

I want to have you, oh
I want to keep you, oh
I want to rape you, oh
I wanna be you, I can't be you, oh
Track Name: A Monster For May
I was just a little girl,
mama called me May,
may I scream for another way?

A child my only friend, (no one to talk to)
a doll within a glass case, (no one to talk to)
I can't see when I hear her break

On we go to the next day, decision weigh,
who I am, I shall be, the monster of me,

Don't cry now little kitty, your precious head will rule my city,
life is shitty no one pitys me, they all just use my body

I don't have a friend, (no one to talk to) maybe I'll just use them,
every neck and head, I'll find your right-hand man, I shook it yesterday

On we go to the next day, decision weighed,
who I am, I shall be, I shall be...

On we go, to the next dayl, decision weighed,
who I am, I shall be, I shall have, a monster for me,
a monster for May
a monster for me
a monster for May

Let me help you see, the pain you did to me,
I'll share my eyes and lie beside you and scream
Track Name: A Crow Skinned Image
Mindset of, an aging dove with broken wings, they lay beside me,
and the insides take me back, take me back to where it started,
same dead air, same dead air,
and I can't speak it's choking me, it's still disgusting, same lost dreams

Black bird, a black heart, ripped apart, the only difference is on the inside one is red, and the other has always been dead

A fool for loving anything that cannot sing,
a fool for over-analyzing every painful sting,
They walk amongst zombies, they cannot see, do not play, they don't believe that,
every living thing must have a silent ending

Wheres my hero now? I cannot see, the smoke is blinding
Overrun by greed somehow middle class is ending, our father is dying

Oh so many ways time repeats these hateful days,
I feel like I'm in third grade again, the beginning of the end,
and it takes me back, it takes me back to where it started
same dead air, same dead air,
and I can't breathe, they're still disgusting, same lost dreams
Track Name: Touch
This is the evening that you run to me, feelings take over
My cold whisper running through your ears, I know your fears

What do you got in your pocket there hiding?
Just let me see it, I'll show you how it works
You're just a scared little boy who needs to find a keeper,
I'll kiss you where it hurts
Don't try there's no use in deciding,
Just walk beside me and I'll guide thee,

Feel me over, I'm inside of you
Feel me over like I do
Like I do...

She's just a girl, she can't hold you or control you, like I do
It's not obsession, I call you my passion, all the things I'd do to you,
Just give me this one night, this one chance, I just want one chance,
We'll watch the candlelight on the ceiling dance, and I'll hold your hand

Feel me over, I'm inside of you
Feel me over like I do
Feel me over, my touch surrounds you,
until you fall into desire.

Fall into desire...

One night, one night
One chance, I just want one chance

What you got, I got, I want you with me, to be,
Under my spell, no one yells, you don't tell a secret to keep for me

Feel me over, I'm inside of you
Feel me over like I do
Feel me over, my touch surrounds you,
until you fall...

You fall...
Track Name: Power Hungry
Four years, hard working slaves, try to believe, it's ok
who are we to believe these bullshit-lies?
It's time to control our own lives
No more dying people () every night I,

Fall asleep to dream
Get up every morning so I can scream
And I can't promise you it's over now
And I can't promise you we're free

You may not see it on the tv, as much as you read,
every day a new beginning and another life ends

And I can't promise you it's over now
And I can't promise you we're free
And I can't, wait
For the day that we all unite and stop the fighting,
Wait before you take that knife and turn it inside of me,

We all can live if we just try,
We all can be one if you open your mind,
Can you open your eyes?
Can you open your eyes?
Can you open your life?

And I can't promise you it's over now
And I can't promise you we're free
And I can't promise you it's over now
And I can't promise you we're free
We are free
Track Name: Fletch
Look out, don't you put your hands on me, I'll wipe you out, just wait and see,
cause you are just a stupid has been,
you are just a stupid has been,
you don't know how to be a real man

Right here, right now I promise you,
you don't have the attitude,
Who will judge this match for two, I promise you I'll crush you

Get off the stage now, I'm not stealing your spotlight, it's all ready mine,
So turn the page, it's time for career change

and I don't want to be part of it
I don't want to be part of it,
I don't want to play your stupid games

Right here, right now I promise you,
you don't have the attitude,
Who will judge this match for two, I promise you I'll crush you

and I don't want to be part of it
I don't want to be part of it,
I don't want to play your stupid games

I just came to see your show, I didn't mean no harm,
You put your hands around my throat, now my revenge is sweet,

Right here, right now I promise you,
you don't have the attitude,
Who will judge this match for two, I promise you I'll crush you
Track Name: Bass Arpeggio
It's been such a long day, long walk in the rain,
I lost my soul today, it washed down the drain,
No time for tears, and no time to smile, it's been awhile, since I ran,

From the poisons, the demons that suck me in,
I can feel them digging in deep beneath my skin,
I haven't sinned since the last time I saw you

I can't just stay and give in,
Up and down, things switched around, standing on broken glass again,
I fall back and look at the ceiling, wish I could die oh why do I try, you'll break my heart again,
I don't need your answers, no apologies, why don't you let me be, I'm not you, it's been awhile since I ran,

From the poisons, the demons that suck me in,
I can feel them digging in deep beneath my skin,
I haven't sinned since the last time I saw you
Throwing back at me

On and on, I wake up from your nightmare once again,
on and on and on and on, I wipe the sweat from my forehead once again,
on and on, I feel your fire burn my skin,
I wonder if I'll ever see the end of this, one last kiss, one last...
Track Name: Granny Panties
Empty shadows, the story of our past has gone,
Hello tomorrow, I'm forever young

I'm smiling wider than a fat lady's underwear,
and I thank god that I know friends and family will always be there

Something borrowed and something blue,
and I can see now, that's dreams can come true,

Hello, hello tomorrow,
I'm so happy to meet you,

This feeling that I have evidently,
didn't come too soon,

And when I kiss the sky, I'll be there with you,
Until the day I die, I will always love you,

Cause now I can stand up, stand up, taller than I can be, actually,
I'm only five foot one, but I won, the golden trophy,
Cause every time I see myself, I know I'm me

And when I kiss the sky, I'll be there with you,
Until the day I die, I will always love you,

Cause now I can stand up, stand up, taller than I can be, actually,
I'm only five foot one, but I won, the golden trophy,
I want to see the world, I'll be the world, I am that girl that everyone will wanna be, cause every time I see myself, I know I'm me

I'm so happy to be, me
Track Name: Final Thought
This is the way that it goes down,
It's a, it's a honky tonk, hillbilly hoe-down,

This is the way that they throw down,
It's a, it's a honky tonk, hillbilly hoe-down

Well something smells like white trash here,
could it be the cheap beer that you drink,
take off your shirt and show your wife-beater
and beat some faces in, too teeth left to win

This is the way that it goes down,
It's a, it's a honky tonk, hillbilly hoe-down,

This is the way that they throw down,
It's a, it's a honky tonk, hillbilly hoe-down

Well right around the corner there she goes,
off to the talk show to meet her lover,
Well something, something that she did not know, he has another hoe and this one's not related,

She grabs her hair and throws her down,
the crowd just keeps chanting
You're just white trash, you stupid tramp,
then she walked off stage,

This is the way that it goes down,
It's a, it's a honky tonk, hillbilly hoe-down,

This is the way that they throw down,
It's a, it's a honky tonk, hillbilly hoe-down

This is the way that it goes down,
It's a, it's a honky tonk, hillbilly hoe-down,

That's the way that the hillbillies throw down,
It's a, it's a honky tonk, hillbilly hoe-down

Woah!
Track Name: January Suicide
My prayers are weak,
my stomach creeps
my insides are asleep
black and blue now, I keep
these feelings, of how I hate to live

My heart won't speak,
to anything living...

How I hate the sunshine,
I hate to unwind this way

Every living being,
walks around like they know every thing, when really,
they know nothing of me,

So I wait for the day,
that they, take my soul away
Track Name: High Time
I don't know what I'm holding in my hand, my hand
I can't feel it in my hand, my hand
Every breath I take in my land, changes every day,
It's hard to breath if you can't see beneath the bottle that you live in

Just an hour ago I was standing outside, looking in now I'm looking out,
just one drop left in front of me, I can't reach I've gone to waste away,
It's takes my taste away
Not much feeling in my land,
forced conversation on my hand

If I had to do it on my time, my rhyme is yours,
take it from me, karma will bleed on you, the blood that I bleed,
the blood that I bleed

Now I stand outside and look in on you, you see me I see,
just one drop left, the feelings not for you, behind what I feel,
distance away from the away, distance away from the land of lost hope,
I hope you choke, on dry nothing, on dry nothing, on dry eyes

Now I stand outside and look in on you, looking out now you see me, I see, just one drop left, the feelings not for you, behind what I feel,
The feeling behind what I feel, the feeling how I grew,
The feeling behind what I feel, high time I knew
High time I knew, high time I knew
Hight time I knew
Track Name: A Monster For May (Original Demo)
I was just a little girl,
mama called me May,
may I scream for another way?

A child my only friend
a doll within a glass case
I can't see when I hear her break

On we go to the next day, decision weighed,
who I am, I shall be, the monster in me,

Ssh, don't cry now little kitty, your precious head will rule my city,
life is shitty no one pitys me, they all just use my body

I don't have a friend, maybe I'll just use them,
every neck and head, I'll find your right-hand man, I shook it yesterday

On we go to the next day, decision weighed,
who I am, I shall be, I shall be...

On we go, to the next day, decision weighed,
who I am, I shall be, I shall have, a monster for me,
a monster for May
a monster for me
a monster for May

Let me help you see, the pain you did to me,
I'll share my eyes and lie beside you and sing
Track Name: Number One Fan (Original Demo)
To wait in line for hours,
I'd cut in front of the others
I'd die to be in the front row,
Just to see you close

Is it you that I feel when I turn on the radio?
Am I crazy to want to touch you, to want to smell your clothes?
Come closer I can't see you, I wanna feel your hands touch me,
I would bleed to get to know you, just to talk to you

Somethings coming over, taking over, something inside of me,
Your voice inside my head makes me crazy strong and sometimes weak

I want to feel you, oh
I want to steal you, oh
I obsess you, oh
I wanna be you, I can't be you, oh

I'd wait in line for hours,
I'd kill just to be your flowers, so I could watch you inside your dressing room alone,

Somethings coming over, taking over, something inside me,
Your voice inside my head makes me crazy strong and sometimes weak

I want to feel you, oh
I want to steal you, oh
I obsess you, oh
I wanna be you, I can't be you, oh

I want to have you, oh
I want to keep you, oh
I want to rape you, oh
I wanna be you, I can't be you, oh